The past few months have made me realize how done I am with people, and how grateful I am that I am so independent. It’s shockingly disturbing how many people just dropped out of my life when I really needed them, really needed anyone. 

On the flip side, the few who have remained there for me have been so, so incredible.

But it still saddens me that most people who I care/d about have proven to be so self-centered just by not giving a fuck at all about how hard of a time I’m having right now.

I don’t want friends who are only friends when it’s convenient.